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Tangan rasa sejuk part 2

2011-09-08T06:20:00.001-07:00

explain much, no?

Saya rasa saya stress

2011-08-25T01:44:00.000-07:00

Memang terlalu stress sekarang ni. Orang lain dah lama settle pasal masalah ni, aku tak settle2 lagi. Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hambamu ini....

Tika dinihari- Devotees

Oh Tuhanku
Tiada indah di malam yg ini
Melainkan dengan bermunajat kepadamu
Tiada indah suatu hari yg Aku lalui
kecuali dengan patuh kepadamu

Oh Tuhanku
Tiada indah hidup di dunia
melainkan berzikir dan menyebut namamu
Tiada indah tiba di akhirat yang abadi
kecuali dengan kempunan mu

Ya Allah Tuhanku
Yg merubahkanku Tetapkanlah
Hatiku Moga sentiasa
Dalam Agamamu
Jua taat akan perintahmu

Tuhan
Usah bebankan kami
Dengan bebanan yang berat
Seperti
Yang pernah kau berikan
kepada umat yang terdahulu Dari kami

Tuhan
Jangan Pikulkan Kami
Yang tidak kami terdaya
Maafkan salah kesilapan
Ampunkanlah Dosa-Dosa
Rahmatilah Kami

Vibration oii~

2011-08-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

Ingat lagi post tentang test vibration? Hari tu baru je lepas menjawab test vibration ke-2. Pandangan tentang test 2?

Soalan 1- Apa benda ni? Sepatah benda aku tak ingat dah... Apa itu generalized coordinate? Apa beza dengar err apa term satu lagi tu? Sorry, bab menghafal ayat2 ni memang slow banyak. Hoho..

Soalan 2- Equation of motion tu yg x(t)= bla3 tu ke? fuh3.... errr, tak boleh nak siapkan a sir... macam mana benda tu nak gerak kalau x de external force? adakah x1(t)=0? ehh tipuuuuuu!!!! kata masuk sampai 2nd assignment je...

Soalan 3- Equation of motion lagi? aaaaaa kenapa tak tanya stiffness matrix? Why2? Eh kenapa aku dapat omega n1 je? Mana omega n2?

Soalan 4- Okey, yg ni macam boleh jawab.

5 minit kemudian- okey apa aku buat ni?

Overall, mungkin boleh dapat lebih baik daripada test 1. Test 1? hahaha, dah dapat balik kertas tu... perghh memang Ir Idris sangat2 baik hati bab memberi markah. Tulis sikit2 pun dapat markah. (Walaupun mengarut je lebih, anyways, thank you Ir... Mesti pening tanda kertas jawapan kitorang, kan?)

Tapi paling tak boleh blah ialah cara Ir tanda kertas. 'No Idea' pun dapat right? Hahahha, lol sekejap. Ok, sangat kelakar. Kalau dapat markah untuk 'jawapn' tu cnfirm lepas ni aku tak sentuh buku lain. Makan kuih raya nanti pun nak baca buku vibration je.. Okey itu menipu.

My lecturer have some sense of humour. What about yours?

Okey, selamat berpuasa dan selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin ^^

Tak, lain sangat...

2011-08-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

Remember the post on 'apa yang anda buat kalau anda bersalah?'

Did I remove the post? No. I just republish it to the date it should be. I had written the post a long time ago, maybe on July or June I could not remember. I saved it as draft and when I went through my post list it just occur to me that it is quite interesting to be publish (This is because I want my twin to read it so I don't have to give her any link, she can read it when she opened the blog, thus I copy paste it to a new post. Got what I mean?)

I never knew such post will attract too many reader. Seriously, I have no intention to hurt anyone's feeling or referring the post to anyone. It is always me, thinking about myself, and what I dislike or like. It have nothing to do with other people (unless stated earlier).

Now I am regretting this. I should just publish the post to the time when it should be. I hope I have clear the misunderstanding. And yes, I am at fault, so I am very sorry if I accidentally hurt your feeling.

I am sorry

Oh sengalnya mimpi semalam

2011-08-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Tahu tak tentang isu Lord of The Ring yang harga dia macam harommm kat Malaysia ni?

Malam tadi aku dapat mimpi lebih kurang sama. Dipendekkan cerita (sebenarnya aku ingat-ingat lupa) aku dapat sebentuk cincin waris daripada seorang nenek yang kunun-kununnya rapat dengan aku. Pelik juga sebab cucu cicit nenek tersebut memberi cincin tu dengan senang hati.

Aku ingat lagi bentuk cincin tu, cincin emas berkerawang dan ada batu permata bentuk bunga besar macam haromm jugak. Besar giler wei... bila pakai terasa berat. Paling imba ialah batu permata cincin tu boleh tukar warna. Kalau pakai kat jari kelinking warna putih, pakai kat jari hantu tukar warna merah. Hebat kan?

Aku tau dah sebab apa aku mimpi pelik sangat semalam. Sebelum tidur, aku ada baca pasal isu LOTR tu dan tak sangka pulak boleh terbawa dalam mimpi. Oleh itu, sebelum mimpi lepas ni aku nak baca pasal kahwin.. Manalh tahu boleh mimpi naik pelamin. hhehehehe

Okey mengarut sudah, bye~

Masih sama ke maccam dulu?

2011-08-15T10:22:00.001-07:00

Dulu kita sama-sama tak matang.

Sekarang kita dah matang ke?

Dulu kita sama-sama malas.

Sekarang kita dah rajin ke?

Dulu kita sangat suka tengok anime.

Tengok movie.

Siap tukar-tukar hard disc.

Sekarang kita masih buat lagi ke macam tu?

Dulu awak pernah kata awak suka saya.

Masih suka lagi ke?

Tak.

Sebab awak dah ada orang lain. Kan?

Pernah tak awak rasa apa yang saya rasa sekarang?

2011-08-11T03:49:00.000-07:00

Pernah ttak awak rasa macam ni.

Dah lama awak nak beli sesuatu benda, tapi tak pernah nak dapat sebab benda tersebut terlebih mahal (tak mampu/ tak ada peruntukan).
Awak terlalu hendak pergi ke suatu tempat (atas urusan penting) tetapi awak tak dapat pergi sebab tempat tu terlalu jauh.
Hari-hari awak nampak orang yang awak suka tapi tak pernah ada peluang untuk bertegur sapa.
Awak hanya mampu melihat dari jauh benda yang awak mahu, tapi tak mampu memiliki.
Awak terlalu suka akan sesuatu, tapi sesuatu itu adalah milik orang lain.
Awak susah memliki benda yang awak paling suka di dunia, tapi awak tidak tahu kegunaanya.
Awak terlalu rindukan sesuatu benda (seseorang) tapi tak mungkin dapat berjumpa dengan benda tersebut.
Awak terasa begitu bodoh kerana melakukan kesalahan yang tidak munasabah.
Awak hanya boleh memandang ke arah sesuatu yang anda sukai, tetapi anda tidak boleh menggunakannya (walaupun benda itu adalah hak awak.)

Kalau awak pernah rasa semua yang saya tulis (taip) di atas, cuba bayangkan kalau saya tengah rasa kesemua perasaan itu serentak. Awak faham tak?

Ya Allah, cepatkanlah kunci Motor saya sampai ke... Saya mengaku, saya sangat perlukan 'Budak Kacak Meche' saya sekarang.

:'(

Bagaimana hendak berubah. (Tips untuk orang suka marah-marah)

2011-08-03T17:24:00.001-07:00

Mengaku kesalahan dan berjanji untuk berubah. Contoh : "Saya seorang yang pemarah, jadi mulai saat ini, saya berjanji tidak akan cepat naik angin".
Tulis di dalam diari anda pada setiap malam sebelum tidur bahawa anda berjanji tidak akan cepat marah. Kalau tiada diari, sila beli satu dan mulakan malam ini juga.
Banyak-banyakkan beristighfar dan mengingati Allah. “Ketahuilah hanya dengan mengingati ALLAH, hati akan menjadi tenang” (Surah Ar-Ra`d, 13:28)
Meminta bantuan daripada orang di sekeliling anda untuk mengingatkan anda selalu agar tidak cepat marah.
Amalkan sentiasa berada dalam keadaan berwuduk dan selalulah berpuasa.
Stiap kali anda terasa marah, cuba bayangkan muka anda ketika itu. Mesti kelakar.
Setiap kali anda mahu mengeluarkan kata-kata yang menyakitkan hati, kira sampai 100 dahulu. Kalau anda berjaya mengira sampai 100, adakah anda masih terasa hendak mencarut?
Ketika marah, jika anda berdiri, sila duduk. Kalau sedang duduk, hendaklah anda baring. Kalau anda masih terasa marah, hendaklah berwuduk. Kalau air tak ada, kerusi tak ada, nak baring tak sesuai ketika dalam keadaan marah (contoh: anda tengah tunggu bas tepi jalan), cepat-cepatlah beredar dari tempat anda sekarang dan berdoa agar kemarahan anda akan berkurang.
Setiap kali anda terasa marah, senaraikan sebab-sebab anda marah. Kalau sebab tersebut hanyalah satu, adakah anda terasa berbaloi? Nabi s.a.w. pernah berpesan supaya mencari 144 sebab sebelum kita memarahi orang. Jika sudah jumpa 144 sebab, cari lagi 144 sebab lain sebelum kita boleh memarahi orang.
Setiap kali anda terasa marah, cuba fikirkan perasaan orang-orang yang bakal anda sakiti. Contohnya, marah kepada kawan; adakah kawan anda akan berasa senang untuk bergaul dengan anda selepas itu? Marah pada orang bawahan; adakah orang bawahan and akan senang bekerja dengan anda kelak? Mungkin tidak.
Setiap kali anda marah, senaraikan sebab anda boleh marah kepada seseorang. Contohnya, marah kepada rakan anda; siapakah anda untuk marah kawan anda? Adakah anda lebih mulia atau lebih tinggi darjatnya daripada rakan anda itu? Apa sebab yang membolehkan anda marah pada rakan anda itu?
Setiap kali anda marah, beri peluang untuk memberi alasan kepada orang yang anda marahi. Contohnya, mungkin orang tersebut PMS.. keluarga sakit, stress etc...
Setiap kali anda marah, gelak kuat-kuat. Kalau malu, senyum kambing pun jadi la...
Setiap kali ada orang menyakiti hati anda dan anda terasa marah, katakan pada orang tersebut "saya puasa hari ni... tak apa," walaupun anda tidak berpuasa pada hati tersebut.
Setiap hari selepas bangun dari tidur, doa pada hari tersebut anda tidak akan berasa marah.
Niatkan dalam diri bahawa anda adalah manusia paling bahagia di dunia. Ingatkan diri anda untuk sentiasa tersenyum dan bersabar.
Tulis besar-besar nota yang anda akan menjadi penyabar di setiap penjuru bilik anda.

Oh, banyaknya assignment kena siapkan sebelum minggu depan. Tak apa, saya puasa... sabarkan diri, Syakila...

EMO!!!!!

2011-08-02T00:51:00.000-07:00

2 Ramadhan. Dah masuk bulan Ramadhan, bulan penuh rahmat, bulan puasa, bulan yang perlu banyak-banyakkan bersabar dan mencari amal. Tapi kenapa nak emo? Oh aku lupa, kau x perlu puasa pun, tak perlu tahan ~~nafas~~ sabar.

Sakit kepala. Hari ini ada interview, the horror. Suddenly all the bad things that happened during the previous interview flashed in my mind. Sakit kepala lagi. Banyak benda aku tak study. Masa interview aku hentam je, asalkan tak tersenyap macam dulu.

Balik interview, terus keluar ke Taman Maju, nak settle document. How come la benda aku pos Isnin lepas tak sampai lagi? Pelik sungguh. Anyways, aku pergi jugak nak siapkan benda2 alah tu; as per request. Alah, small matter.

Selamat menghantar semula document tersebut, aku pun balik. Benda 1st aku buat, (macam biasa, opss) adalah check emel. Hmmm, katanya parcel minggu lepas tu dah sampai so tak perlu hantar lagi... sabar je lah. Aku dah hantar baru nak cakap dah samapai. Alhamdulillah. Cuma ada dua document perlu diserahkan balik. Sakit kepala lagi. Siapkan dokument yg dia minta and rush perg bawah chansellor lagi. Rushing sebab poslaju hantar pukul 12 tgh hari. Masa tu dah pukul 11.50. Bawak motor sampai rasa nak terbang. Alhamdulillah, selamat.

Macam biasa lagi, lepas pos mesti aku call balik that company kata aku dah hantar apa yg dia nak. Emo, akak tu marah sebab aku tak perkenalkan diri. Suara nak menjawab pun separuh hati je. Biasalah, siapalah aku untuk dilayan dengan baik. Sakit kepala makin serius masa tu, aku dengarkan aja apa akak aku tu cakap. Cakap begitu begini kat aku, tapi tak cuba pun nak dengar apa yang aku sebenarnya nak sampaikan. Kan dah malu. Haha.

Alang-alang dah ada dekat dengan IRC, terus pergi pinjam buku sebagai rujukan Malaysian Studies. Masa tu bukan setakat sakit kepala, telinga pun dah rasa perit, hidung pun terasa pedih. Susah nak bernafas. Tapi lantaklah, nak jugak pinjam buku. Degil.

Masa nak balik, rasa macam dunia ni senget. X apa, jalan jugak walaupun dah nampak sekejap hitam sekejap nampak balik. Tu pun kabur. Gagahkan diri jugak nak berjalan. Kalau pitam kat situ, kena angkat dengan pak gad. Tak mahu. Nak abang hensem yang tolong angkat tapi wujud ke abang hensem masa-masa macam ni? Tak ada... err abaikan.

Balik tu bawak moto pun slow aja. Sampai bilik, cabut helmet terus tdo. Masa tu dah tak kisah katil macam kapal karam pun boleh je tido. Oh lupa, sempat lagi check emel kejap. Tapi hati dah tak seronok untuk membalas semula emel akak tu. Oh jahatnya kamu, kakak.

Okey, realistic part. Sejujurnya, aku memang minat automotive. Kalau dapat bahagian manufacturing for sure aku sangat-sangat gembira. Kalau dapat bahagian material pun masih rasa gembira. Tak kisah, asalkan automotive.

Tapi, boleh ke aku nak demand2 ni? Boleh ke? Tak... sebab hidup ni bukan macam cerita hindustan, main actor selalu dapat apa yang dia nak siap boleh lawan 20 orang main tumbuk-tumbuk walaupun dia kurus keding je... Selalu hidup macam cerita orang melayu... kalau dalam cerita sedih sampai ke akhir pun sad ending, kan?

Meche Dinner was Awesome!~

2011-07-30T21:31:00.000-07:00

Salam all,

Last night me and my coursemates were having a dinner together at errr.. somewhere in Ipoh. Cannot recall the name of the place. Hehehe, it was awesome. It was the best dinner I have ever attend.

I won the most scandalous award. Yup, and I was not very proud of it. (Duhh, who will be so happy to get this kind of award. I missed the old days when people recognize me as someone strict and 'skema'. ) Anyway, I am not going to blame who voted me and that person... The result was like 30+ votes out of 77 total votes, I think it was done by the same person. Hmmm.

I really hope that after we all going back from the internship, there will be no more scandal about me. Yup, I am going to try to clear my name from any bad rumour after this.

Meche Dinner Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me and my rotten heart

2011-07-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

Remember the last post about the girl who made my blood boiled? Thanks to that person, now I realized that whenever I am angry, my hand turns cold. Extremely cold, it'll shiver. Wow, new discovery. Anyway, done with that. I promised that I will do something to that person if things like that happened right? Nah, will not do. (Even though I already have a plan.) Know why?

It was stupid to hold grudge to people who don't give a damn about you.
It is sinful. I fear Allah more. (Plus, it is bad for my image.. duh, like I really care about that)
If I really do that plan, I will only brings my self to that person's level. Lame.
It requires a lot of money. Since I am stingy, so never mind.
That person does not really like me from the beginning so hurting that person does not effect much.
The plan requires a lot of people to co-operate with me, wonder what will happened if it blows up.
I will only be meeting that person for another less than two years. Just have to ignore that person for the time being.
I have many person who always give me moral support whenever I need them.
There are a lot more people who are more 'painful' to deal with in the future. That person is nothing as to compare to those terrorist out there.
No more reason.

Now, lets pray together that everybody will change for the betterment in the future. Amin..

P/S: Revenge is a dish best served cold. HAHA

SEJUKNYA TANGAN HARI INI.

2011-07-24T07:42:00.001-07:00

I warn you, girl. Next time you make my blood reach my boiling point, you are going to pay for that.

It have been a while since the last time I felt my hand this cold just to control my anger.

Things to do before interns

2011-07-21T03:11:00.001-07:00

Okey, tips hari ni ialah benda yang anda perlu buat sebelum internship.

Study hard and smart and do well in your exam so that you have good result in your cv.
Involve yourself in many co-q activities so u have something to write in ur cv.
Know which part of engineering that you like the most and start to aim for the companies related to ur field of interest.
Start searching for potential hiring companies and start applying as many as possible. (Unless you are very sure that you are highly marketable, send only to one or two companies that will surely hire you.)
Opss, I forgot. Make sure you have an awesome cv. Put the best pic of urself (formal pic, passport size. Not the fb-profile-pic kind of picture)in the cv. Some company judge you based on your 'appearance'.
Start advertise yourself on the internet. ie: Sign up in forums that relates to job searching or make an account in websites that provide job opportunities. Try jobstreet.my
Make sure you have copies of your certificates, exam result slip (PMR and SPM) and if possible please prepare your own transcript. (In UTP, u can request the transcript from the Exam unit) FYI, not all company needs these kind of thing, but no harm done if we are extra prepared, right?
Pray hard and never give up hope that the company will call you one day.
Never be late for an interview of worse, not attend the interview at all. So far, I have gone through 6 interviews (by phone or face to face) but only one succeeded. Alhamdulillah.
If you have more than one offer, perform istiharakh to assist you choosing your career path. Seek opinion to someone reliable.
Last but not least, consider many things before confirm your placement from a company. As for me, I will prioritize what is the job scope, ie: how much I can learn from the internship program provided, how was the accommodation (housing and transportation)and so on. Salary does not matter, as money cannot buy experience.

Ni things yang aku nak buat sebelum intern.

Makan kat cafe poket d.
Tangkap gambar UTP sampai muntah, manalah tahu masa intern terrindu UTP.
Pergi Langkawi. Lol
Belajar balik memandu kereta. Rasanya aku memang ada masalah nak kawal my nervousness. Nervous je kerja. Hehe
Hangout dengan UTPian ramai-ramai, tak kisahlah kat mana (walaupun makan kat cafe v5 pun jadi la...) just to create good memory.
Will add soon.

Akhir kata, sangat-sangat berharap yang terbaik untuk semua. Insya Allah, pilihan yang kita dapat adalah yang terbaik untuk kita dan harap internship nanti bakal dapat pengalaman yang banyak pasal dunia industri. Amin~

Saya dan kembar saya

2011-07-21T02:49:00.000-07:00

Dari foundation lagi ramai orang cakap muka aku sebiji macam my coursemate seorang ni... I have to admit, memang mirip beb... tak percaya? Tanyalah coursemate saya yang lain. hehehhe. Bukti

Masa foundi ramai orang panggil aku dengan nama panggilan dia n ramai org panggil dia 'syakila'.
1st year, tak berapa ingat la.. tapi memang banyak insiden macam tu.
2nd year 1st: kakak aku pergi greet kawan aku ni instead of tanya khabar aku masa aku g ambil dia kat stesen kereta api.. long story.
2nd year, 2nd sem: Seorang coursemate aku dengan confident panggil aku dengan nama dia and bila dia datang dari belakang, muka confuse tak boleh blah. Mesti dia ingat 'sejak bila 'dia' ada kembar...' lol
3rd year 1st : Insiden dalam kelas MED. Macam biasa, aku tanya soalan kepada lecturer. Cannot remember what question but the lecturer answer my question with enthusiasm, while looking at my friend, not me. Bila dia pandang ke satu kelas and nampak aku, muka dia sangat confuse tak boleh blah n then boleh pulak dia pergi gelak sorang-sorang lepas tu. Epic, nampak sangat dah tertukar orang.
3rd year 2nd sem : My pcs classmate tanya kat kami, "You all kembar ke?"
3rd Year 2nd jugak, my PCS lecturer is confused between us two.
3rd year 2nd, hari ni dalam kelas. "Are you guys twin?"

lol2

Tadaa, sama tak muka kami? Ni lah 'dia' yang aku cerita kat atas tu.

Getaran Jiwa

2011-07-20T04:22:00.000-07:00

Baru selesai menjawab test Vibration.

Buka soalan no 1 : Ok... kita tengok soalan 2 dulu.

Buka soalan no 2 : Ok... jom tengok soalan 3 pulak.

Buka soalan no 3: Err... Jom tengok soalan 4.

Eh, tak ada soalan 4?

Hhahahahhahahaa... sepanjang test hanya mampu tersenyum. Belum keluar test dah tahu outcome. Sumpah hampeh. Langsung tak ingat formula and worse, ada soalan yang aku x study langsung pasal topic tu.

"Vibration may cause severe headache, extreme confusion, nauseated and may also cause unconsciousness. So, beware of vibration."

To all meche-ian who haven't take vibration yet, study hard from now or you will regret later. (Err... even studying so hard still cannot answer, just imagine how hard the subject is...)

Yang mengharap ada markah untuk test Vibration,

Hang Kebun.

Revenge is a dish best served cold

2011-07-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

Do not take your revenge on the people you hate. Instead, set your target to the people whose loved by that person. ie; the husband, the child, the mother...
You must be cunning and careful on what you did. Plan something that will not attract others' attention on what you are doing to that person. Ie; purposely do things that the person annoys and act normal to the others. If you are born annoying, this method is not applicable.
Be the sweetest person to that person. In other word, act as nice as you can be to the person. Once you have convinced the person you are really a good friend, you can always dig the past and remind that person on the good things you have done to that person.
To makes revenge sweater, try to get close to people around the person you hate. As you are already a 'good' friend of that person, getting close the people around him/her will be very easy. Remember to put an act until they are convince you are that person's best friend.
After you got all the thrust from the people around him/her, tell them everything about what have the person done to you before. I want to stress here, you must tell the story heartlessly, as if you don't really mind about the things that happened to you before. For this, you will appear like an angel.
The key to a sweet revenge is it always takes time. So, chill out, relax and just wait and see what will happened in the future. Once you have get the chance, grab it and make sure that person suffer a lot.
If you are found guilty, just relax and do this 4 things; play dumb, play innocent, play victim and be nice to other people. No one can hate you even if you are at the wrong side.
Now, this is the time to manipulate people around you. If you could not put yourself to do the 4 things stated, just tell the truth that you actually hate the person to death. You had tried to forget things but that person is just too annoying to be forgiven. Act like you do not care and things will slowly be on your way. Funny things about people, the less you care, the more people will be with you.
Never ever portray yourself as if you are doing the revenge for fun. Never do the suspicious smile in public.

You know what? The best revenge is just being nice to the people you hate and sincerely helped that person when he/she needed you. Never plan of doing bad things to that person and forgive him/her unfeignedly. Just let Allah decide what to do next and believes that everything happened for reason.

Cheers, do not ever take a revenge on people because what goes around, comes around.

The cunning me

Shaque

Adakah anda seorang yang cun/hensem?

2011-07-17T09:06:00.001-07:00

Ini adalah rekaan semata-mata. Just for fun.

Kawan2 anda kata anda memang cun or hensem. (Sila jangan tanya Gf or Bf anda, for sure diorang akan kata anda cun /hensem walaupun tak ikhlas. Jangan tanya mak ayah anda juga, mereka berkemungkinan tak mahu melayan. Tanya pada adik-beradik anda bakal menerima sepak dan terajang.)
Setiap kali anda berjalan, ramai orang memandang anda, siap tertoleh-toleh. Perhatian, sila pastikan anda tidak memakai baju terbalik atau selipar salah pair mahupun berpakaian seperti badut. Kalau anda berpakaian normal, confirm, anda memang cun/hensem.
Setiap kali pergi ke kedai (tak kisahlah kedai apa... walaupun beratur nak order kat kedai mamak) anda selau dilayan dahulu or anda dapat layanan istimewa sedikit. Jaga-jaga dengan pekedai gatal. Jangan lupa cium sikit baju anda... manalah tahu pekedai tersebut melayan anda dahulu sebab bau badan anda tak boleh blah.
Apabila anda jalan dengan Gf or Bf anda tiba-tiba diorang jadi terlebih mesra nak dekat-dekat tak tentu fasal bila berselisih dengan orang yang agak hot (berlainan jantina dengan anda).
Tiba-tiba bakal abang ipar / kakak ipar tak jadi kahwin dengan adik-beracik anda sebab anda jauh good looking. Confirm, anda cun/ hensem.
Kalau ada baby berhenti menangis siap senyum2 kalau nampak wajah anda.
Kalau ada budak kecik yang tak mumaiyiz kata anda cun/hensem. Budak kecik mana reti menipu beb...
Kalau wajah anda iras2 pelakon korea (yang dah bedah situ sini) and dah ramai kata muka anda berdua memang mirip.
Kalau ada orang sanggup pelrahankan kenderaan sebab nak tengok wajah anda ketika anda berjalan.
Kalau anda dapat banyak surat cinta ajak couple. Yess, anda memang cun/hensem.
Orang pernah cakap macam ni kat anda,"Muka je cantik, perangai boleh blah!"

Okeh, kalau anda menepati siri-ciri tersebut, tahniah, anda adalah manusia yang cun/hensem. So, jangan riak pulak ye... kecantikan paras rupa tu tak guna kalau perangai macam sampah. Ye dok?

Nicknames I have used so far

2011-07-16T20:43:00.000-07:00

Syana Amin
Kaki Panda
Kaki Beruang
Kaki
Hensem 2.0
Syakila_syana
Shark
Shaque
Hang Kebun
Hang
GC
Kiki Lala
Lala
Wave
Panda
Beruang
Nana
Jerung
Alikays
Nur

Err... banyaknya nickname. :P

Change

2011-07-16T20:31:00.000-07:00

Anda peminat K-POP? Anda familiar dengan penyanyi korea Hyun Ah? Tak kenal? Meh letak gamba sebijik.

Cun tak? Cun sikit dari aku. Hehehehe :P

Anyway, nak kata die hard fan, tak jugak. Tapi aku suka 4 minute pun sebab dia ni. Lagu single dia 'Change' yang release satu ketika dulu memang bombastik r. Meletup, tebabooooo.. Ni sikit lirik.

this, I’m bring it bring it

let let’s go

uh x9 ; change,

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change,

uh uh uh uh uh uh change change change change change.

Okey, cuba anda nyanyi lagi versi melayu.

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh; tukar,

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh tukar,

uh uh uh uh uh uh tu tu tu tukar.

Super funny LOL!!!!!!!

Seronoknya rumah kecil

2011-07-10T08:11:00.001-07:00

Seronoknya rumah kecil,

Ruang kecil,

Bilik kecil,

Ruang tamu kecil,

Tiada tempat khas untuk solat,

Tiada ruang untuk meletak meja untuk makan bersama,

Tiada ruang yang besar untuk meletak sofa mewah atau TV besar,

Yang ada hanyalah tikar lusuh dah TV kecil,

Cukuplah untuk sekadar menjamu mata.

Seronoknya rumah kecil,

Tiada istilah 'bilik saya',

Kita tidur sama-sama di atas lantai beralas tilam nipis,

Tiada istilah ruang makan,

Kita makan sama2 di atas lantai,

Sama-sama tambah lauk yang sama,

Sama-sama kemas selepas habis makan.

Seronoknya rumah kecil,

Tiada istilah 'ruang sembahyang',

Kita berjemaah bersama di 'ruang tamu',

Dan kemudian menonton televisyen bersama,

Sambil baring-baring, santai saja.

Seronoknya rumah kecil,

Semua orang sentiasa berkumpul di tempat yang sama,

Tak ada istilah 'saya punya',

Semua kita kongsi bersama.

Tapi kita tak pernah rasa kurang apa-apa,

Kita main di halamn rumah yang sama,

Panjat pokok yang sama,

Main buaiyan yang sama,

Tunggang basikal yang sama,

Jatuh sama-sama,

kena marah pun sama-sama juga :D.

Seronoknya rumah kecil,

Rumah awak kecil ke?

Why?

2011-07-05T10:38:00.000-07:00

I missed my old me, when I was so much better than what I am now.

I used to love reading so much, I went to the library every 2nd and 4th Saturday during my primary school years just to read and borrow books.
I used to jog every Sunday during my secondary school years. (This is compulsory to all of us, so I am not really proud of it cuz I don't really jog, it was more like walking. Haha)
People really did refers me about topics they don't understand and I happily explain things that I don't really sure the content is true or not. Now, hardly one person ask me anything maybe I get lazy to understand things and answer other's questions.
I used not to procrastinate my time by doing things blog-walking or fb-ing. My time was spent on doing exercises and sleeping. Now, this is like a must-do or it won't complete my day.
I used to hold many responsibilities and I believe I did them well. Unlike now, I never volunteer myself to do things that may facilitate others.
My writing technique worsen each day. Hoping that I can get back those flowery-lovely essay writing skill I used to have.
I used to write short stories during my free time once, but now I never can finish a story.
I used to go to the UTP lake just to kill my time but now I prefer watching movies instead of enjoying the fresh air outside.
I used to cycle around UTP alone or with my friend when I was bored. Now, I don't even what to have a ride on my motorcycle to those things.
I used to be so curious about what I learnt in classes and tried to understand every word of it. It changed now because I have the mentality that I can always refer the book if I want to know about it.
I gave excuses for what had happened in my life was a stepping stone for another better things to happen. Now, it is more like just to make my own selfish heart to be happy.

Above all, I am not the same me 10 years ago, not the same me 5 years ago, and maybe I have changed during this 6 months. My friend once told me that every person's personality change every 6 months or so. For instance, maybe I was very ill-tempered 6 months ago and my boiling point have increases now. (Isn't it good that the boiling point have increases? Means that I don't get angry over the same thing anymore and it is harder to make me feel agitated, right?)

I want to be my old me, when I was a lot better than what I am now (in certain areas, off course. I do change some of my bad habit, ok... just so you know). Insya Allah, I will try to return myself to those time when I used to be good and what not. Amin~

Hari ini kita puitis sikit okeh

2011-07-01T20:20:00.001-07:00

Salam all... (yes, all. Sebab saya tahu dalam diam ada gak orang ikut blog merapu saya ni)

Apa yang anda lakukan kalau anda bersalah.
1. Play victim - Beritahu semua orang bahawa anda adalah mangsa keadaan. Seboleh-bolehnya tutup semua kesalahan anda dalam perkara tersebut dan buka semua kesalahan pihak datu lagi. Raih sebanyak mungkin simpati dengan menulis status di FB dan beritahu semua orang bahawa anda adalah mangsa, dan anda langsung tidak bersalah dalam hal tersebut.
2. Play innocent - Mengaku kesalahan anda dan meminta maaf pada pihak satu lagi dengan harapan pihak satu lagi separuh hati memaafkan anda. Oleh itu, anda sudah ada bukti bahawa anda tidak bersalah dalam hal itu sehingga minta maaf pada orang pun orang tersebut tidak sudi memaafkan. Jadi, orang lain yang tiada kaitan dengan anda akan rasa kasihan pada anda lalu menyebelahi anda. Apabila orang lain mahu menyalahkan pihak satu lagi, dengan penuh kekesalan anda menyalahkan diri anda dan back-up pihak satu lagi. Wah, anda terus nampak mulia dan sudah tentulah makin ramai orang akan menyokong anda.
3. Play dumb - Apabila pihak satu lagi memberitahu tentang kesalahan anda, jangan panik. Perkara yang anda perlu buat ialah terus bertenang dan pamirkan muka confuse tak boleh blah sambil menangis teresak-esak. Kemudian, anda perlulah terangkan kenapa anda melakukan perkara tersebut dengan sedu sedan. Ingat, orang lain memang mudah kalah dengan air mata. Anda akui kesalahan anda dan berjanji pada pihak satu lagi tidak akan mengulangi.
4. Be nice to other people- Terus berubah menjadi baik dan sentiasa mengatakan anda yang bersalah dalam pergaduhan tersebut. Walaupun anda terasa hipokrit, apa salahnya berlakon untuk beberapa hari. Jika masalah sudah reda, anda bebas menjadi diri anda semula. Ingat, thrust is not gained, it is earned. Once you get other people thrust, it is easy to manipulate them. Lagi baik, kalau anda mampu membuat pihak satu lagi turut menyalahkan diri mereka dalam hal tersebut. Yes, victory is yours, baby.
Kalau aku jumpa empat golongan ni, sampai mati pun aku tak maafkan. Aku memang cukup benci orang yang macam ni. Aku baik, aku tak tahu apa-apa, aku cantik. Duh... kalau dah umur lebih 2 angka tu masih perasan innocent, aku boleh tlg volunteer bagi penyepak kasi orang tu sedar sikit. Hahaha Haktuiiihhh!
p/s: sekadar luahan perasaan, tiada kaitan antara yang hidup dan mati. Kalau kau perasan, itu bukan masalah aku.

Watch ur tongue, pal..

2011-06-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
—Lao-Tze

I know those innocent word was not supposed to be hurtful.

People told me once, It does not matter what word you say to a person, how you say it is more matter.

But for ur case, what tone you use is still going to hurt. It doesn't hurt a nerve to rephrase your word before you said it, right?

Butthurt,

Shaque

How do you know you have fail an interview.

2011-06-28T01:38:00.001-07:00

Boleh ke kau kata kau tu perfectionist kalau kau tak reti eja ur own scholar's name?

1 R could change everything... Pernah ke, or logic ke tak reti eja Petronas. Logik ke? Tak kot!!!

Short interview from Company x

1. What do you know about our company?

ans: Long pause. I don't really know anything about your company. I am sorry, I really did some research but I have already forgotten.

2. Why did you apply for our company?

ans: I received an email to send my cv to your company and I just did.

3. Why should we hire you?

ans:(dalam hati- may I answer why you don't have to hire me instead? lol)

Because I am perfectionist, I will do my best to complete my job until I am satisfied with it. (Dushh, sila tembak saya sebab seorang perfectionist tak kan ada typo... and cv yg aku hantar tu ibarat cv melepaskan batuk kat tepi longkang-punya la nak cakap betapa x mulianya cv aku masa tu...)

4. Do you have any question about our company?

For this time being, no.

-Serious?

I actually did not prepare for any interview right now.

-Do you still have my email? Email me if you have any question.

Ades... cik adik, kalau ye pun x ready, x yah la bagitahu. Kau bantai je apa2... Kalau gagap ke, still cakap je. Cakap je lah apa2 pun. Kalau membangga diri pun, untuk masa tu ja... And, kalau dapat interview through phone please find a place with good phone with good reception.

Another ayat pedas.

aku: I beg your pardon? The line here is not really good.

Mr Y: O... so now the reception is not good...?

Somewhere during the interview, another question asked.

Mr Y: Are you nervous? Breath some air.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

To Mr Y from company X: You must be lol so hard right now. Oh, yes I know. I know...

Bila nak dapat six pack ni?

2011-06-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

Abaikan tajuk untuk post kali ni. Sja ja tu test :D

Semester ni aku kena amibil subjek PCS. Ala.. subjek yang banyak present2 tu... Done with my poster presentation. The outcome? Not very proud to it but it was still ok. Telling you, apa yang kita faham tak berguna kalau kita tak boleh nak sampaikan informasi tu kepada orang lain. Contohnya, macam aku. Banyak benda dalam otak nak cakap.. tapi bila buka mulut, 'aaa' je yg keluar. Dah macam bunyi org gagap pun ada. Nasib baik yang kelura tu bunyi 'aaa', kalau buni meow2 ke... aum2 ke.. kan ke tak pelik jadinya?

Btw, starting next week, mula untuk technical presentation pulak, and I have to do it alone. I know, I am somehow a bad presenter... I am not good with word. That is one of weakness. Perhaps, after this I will bring along a piece of paper during any interview so that I can scribble while explaining something (trick to divert interviewer's attention on me). With that, maybe I can deliver my idea better. (perasan tak, paragraph ni sangat2 la berterabut. Topic sentence tak disokong oeh evidence yg x da kaitan. Kepada siapa2 yg nak tulis essay, paragraph ni adalah contoh terbaik untuk contok paragraph yg x baik.)

Akhir kata, semoga maju jaya dan happy2 selalu.

Salah tatabahasa

2011-06-18T09:00:00.001-07:00

Ahhh peduli hape aku.. janji aku happy. Elleh, kalau tulis blog dalam bahasa melayu rojak x da pun orang marah. tapi bila tulis english salah who ngan which pun nak kecoh. (ataupun salah spelling ke ape.... )

alah, buat2 x nmpak je.. malas la nak betulkan semua2 tu. hehe :)

The book I like the most.

2011-06-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

Do not take this post seriously, okay? This is the topic I got for my impromptu speech. Instead of telling about something that can make other's jaw dropped, I said rubbish. So, here goes;

The book that I like the most is my Mechanical Vibration, 5th Ed written by S. Rao. It is the main text book used for the vibration course.

The best thing about this book is that it provides the reader a lot of useful diagrams and compact notes. The language used are easily understood and the formulas are well derived which left no room for any misinterpretation. The book also provide useful appendices which comprises of important tables, answer to selected questions, and also notes for matrices.

This book really captivated my interest because once I read the book, it is really hard to put it down. For example, every time I read the book, I will write simple notes and try to do the examples in the books. However, once I tried to do the question at the back of every chapter, it always took me more than 30 minutes to finish it. Sometimes, I took 10 minutes staring blankly at the page because I do not even know how to start. If I was lucky, I will get the same answer as at the back of the book. Even so, usually the opposite happened.

Every day, there will be time I will spend with the book. The book even enters into my dream once and I really 'enjoy' it. Every time my lecturer says there will be an assignment to be submitted, I am very happy because I can spend more time with the book.

Thank you

Happy Fathers' Day and Happy Belated Mothers' Day

2011-06-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

Even if I did not wish this directly to my parent,
I want you to know,
How grateful I am,
For taking care of me since I was in your womb,
For schooling me,
Your infinite love,
Gave me strength to walk the path I chose,
For letting you down in many ways,
But still accept me unconditionally,
Accept my lacking but still proud of me for who I am.

Happy Fathers' Day and Happy Belated Mothers' Day....

Best friend

2011-06-16T04:26:00.000-07:00

Someone acknowledge me as her best friend. Hoho, so happy. That is the sweetest thing anyone ever told about me in public. hoyeah~

So optimistic me

2011-06-11T09:58:00.001-07:00

Almost giving up solving this vibration question. Question 1-48, from Mechanical Vibration, 5th ed. The best thing is I don't have any solution manual for this question. My coursemate which are near to my room unable to solve this question yet, and someone I know have solve it is too far away from my room (plus, he is a guy, cannot making this excuse to meet him, right? Haram is always haram.)

So, what did I do? I stared at the question page and started thinking what method I can use to solve it- stuck badly on how to derive theta to theta dot. lol! (And now I just realize I derive the trigo wrongly and I have to start over. (-__-!!) )

So not going to solve it by tonight, 1-48, I'll meet you tomorrow. Going to solve other question first. Really hope to get inspiration in my dream tonight!

Talking about dream, last night I had a weird dream-almost a nightmare. It was so vivid, I can still picture that snake. The situation was in my primary school, odd enough that school had hostel very similar to Village 5. I saw a black snake on the floor and oddly everyone were sleeping on the floor (don't ask me who were that 'everyone', I cannot recognize a face).

I woke everyone up and asked them to vacate the room. Another weird thing is, everyone packed up their clothes like they are going for a 1 week vacation. Then, we tried to leave the school compound by a car. One car to carry like 10 people? Lol!

Another weird thing was everyone were fit in the car except me, I was left behind and stupidly I went back to the room and locked every possible entry to the room. Do not know what happened to the snake, maybe it had already left the room. -END-

This morning, after waking up, I watched NCIS (cannot remember which episode) and a snake was brutally killed. Almost laugh.

Someone said if you dream bitten by a snake, someone is going to propose you. In my dream, I was kind of 'saving' everyone from a snakebite, does that mean I will 'help' people not to get proposed? Oh my, it was indeed a nightmare...

How can you be so frank?

2011-06-11T06:32:00.003-07:00

When people write something about a lover, what will cross to your mind?
Example, 'Congratz to my lover, for getting 4flat in her exam'.

sound something very innocent and pure and bla3 whatnot, right?

However, if you really curious what other people might interpret about that it, the word 'lover' refers to a sexual partner. Don't believe me? Please search the meaning yourself. (If you search in the internet, surely it will come out 'the person you love' or the person you fond of' or something innocent. However, that 'sexual partner will also come out, and people usually prefers the later)

Enough said. So people, please be careful with that word. You don't really want to share anything about your 'lover' in public, right?

Reference: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/lover

Big different though

2011-05-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

Different between off and out : Have huge different when we use them with other word, example

Cut it out - Telling someone to stop ie: "Cut it out, Shark. It is annoying"

Cut if off - To tear something. ie: "You have to cut off the remaining paper"

Big different? Yup, and it is pretty annoying when it is wrongly used.

Did I annoy anyone? Cut it out, Shark!

Why I delete all my previous posts

2011-05-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

Most of the posts are so much related to my personal life. Since it was nothing special and a bit humiliating, so I do not wish for anyone to read them.
Too many grammatical error. Enough said.
The posts related to software are mostly copy pasted directly from other websites and I did not put a proper citation and reference. It is unethical thus I will do proper citation in the future. (lol, ye lah tu nak buat proper citation...)
I accidentally (or purposely) write about my crush here and I am pretty sure he read those rubbish. I know, not many people read this blog but the chance is still there. How humiliating... Cannot imagine where I should hide my face if that person really do read this blog. Hoho
I wish to write something useful for me and anyone who read this blog. :D